Tiring Day

Today I feel very tired. Before woke up, I already started my day in my dreams. I dreamed that I had fetched Catherine, Alice and Suok. And I also dreamed that I had to enter class 1F already. After getting up, I had to go through same thing again, but differently, of course. In dreams, all seemed difficult. In real life, it turned out to be okay.

Right after I reached my desk, Siew Ming already came to my desk and discussed the MAK sijil thing. I wanted to start early so that I can finish by this Friday as I won't be around school from next week onward because I will invigilate SPM exam. It took me some time to getting back the feelings on how to do mail merging. Always need recall back some time.

Then Suok suddenly informed me something while I was being very busy. I can't just ignore her as I think she must be very depressed. I hope I could at least help her to feel better. I then tried to seek some ways for her to figure it out in order to solve it.

I'm sorry I forgot to see your text and reply you. I'm sorry, Honey.

And I'm sorry that I made you feel bad. I didn't hurt you on purpose. You promised that you will come completely honest with me before we become couple. Then when I found out that you lied, of course suddenly I feel very insecure and uneasy.

This time I can forgive and forget you. But promise me that you won't lie to me again, okay? I really don like liars. Don't misuse my trust. Please, no matter what.

And I'm also sorry that I laughed when you were crying. I didn't make fun of you. I was just very relieved. And the way you cried really like manja-ing with me. I'm sorry that I didn't comfort you better. I love you, Lao Gong. I hope that you can be more honest with me. I feel bad after knowing that actually I have been burdened you without knowing the truth. Please share everything with me. I won't despise you. And I hope that I can know your situation more, regardless which kind of situation.

I had a very tiring day. Busy with classes, sijil thing, meeting, buying tomato juice etc for dad, feeding dad dinner, doing school work too. I always think that time is never enough.

At the end of the day, I wish that I can hug you to sleep.

Hugs Hugs, Honey.

I love you