Saturday, October 29, 2016

Chris & Ivy





I was touched when I saw the roses. I don't wanna look too happy to encourage you to buy roses. to me  they are very expensive even though you think they are cheap (rm35-50 is expensive for me). but, honey , thank you for the roses. you said you still will give me roses when I become 50. I really felt very touched. so touched that I had to hold my tears. (hopefully you really will remember & do it when we turn to 50's)
老公 today is special. i kept recall how we met, how we became friends, how you confessed, how we started & how we compromised to maintain this relationship.
it's like a long & beautiful dream. thank you for being courageous to confess to me. thank you for loving me. thank you for being understanding & caring. thank you for pampering me. thank you for everything you've done. thank you, Chris.
I love you. I love looking at you when you look at somewhere else. your side face look handsome & manly. (from front you look more like a child) I love looking at you because I wanna make sure that you are real. before we get together, when we were just friends, sometimes in your car I would look at your face without you noticing. I started to have feelings towards you but I never wanna develop the feelings. because you never really showed any symptoms that proved your love. you are nice, kind, cute, intelligent & humorous. and also you are strong, handy in fixing , good driver and helpful friend. I always wonder why God didn't get you a good & kind girlfriend. I prayed for you, you know. I prayed to God hoping that He could give you a very good wife.
now I understand why. God reserved you for me & reserved me for you. I feel blessed to have you. I hope you too feel blessed.
dear, I wanna show my love towards you too. please teach me how to love you. how to show my love. I hope you love the card I made & the cake I bought. I hope that you can feel my love. muaks.
honey, I wanna grow old together with you. let's cuddle on couch even.when we are 50, 60, 70, 80, 90... ...
I love you. and I will always love you.
muaks muaks~


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